Tagged, baby xx

I was tagged by Liz so I answer her questions: 

1. Do you believe in true love? - Yes, i believe in true love.

2. Are you happy with your life? - Yes I am ... but not always.

3. What would you change about you if you could? - I would do my utmost for the people who work hard for their money and only get limited. I mean, models? They must be beautiful and collect one million dollars. 

4. Are you happy with your style and your behavior? - Again, not always, but ...I can't judge that.

5. Why do you have a blog? - Because, here I can  write down my thoughts. What happened to me. With my soul.

6. Why do you think the others should read your blog? - Maybe they want to get an idea into other lives. Then they are welcome to follow my entries.

7. Three words that describe you best? - Chaotic, different and small

8. The most beautiful song you know? - Let me think about it... Mac Miller - Life ain't easy

9. For what it's worth fighting for? - For the life and dreams.

10. The most important thing in your life? - My mum

11. The best moment of your life was? - Uuuh.. The best moment of my life, my birth? Without this moment, I would not live at all. We all. :)

Fireflies ♥

I actually wanted to eat anything today, but it did it again. and then there was this song on the radio. 

When the streetlights come on and the fireflies flicker,
I am walking her home making plans.
With her shoes in her hands, I am watching her dance,
As the hem of her dress gently kisses the grass.

It suddenly rains on us,
She is laughing and turns up her hands.

Like autumn turns leaves, winter will breathe, cold on our necks, snow in our paths.
Wherever she goes, all that I know about us is that beautiful things never last,
That's why fireflies flash.

When this summertime ends, we will not part as friends,
Things were promised in blood; we have sinned.
Now there's tears in her eyes as she's screaming goodbyes,
I run 'long side the car turning numb to the sound.

I notice a chill in the air,
September is creeping up fast.

Like autumn turns leaves, winter will breathe, cold on our necks, snow in our paths.
Wherever she goes, all that I know about us is that beautiful things never last,
That's why fireflies flash.

Innocence didn't mean we're immune to these things,
Let's blame the passage of time.
Love and loss, truth it costs more than I can spare right now.
Maybe it's simpler to lie...

Like autumn turns leaves, winter will breathe, cold on our necks, snow in our paths.
Wherever she goes, all that I know about us is that beautiful things never last,
That's why fireflies flash.

 I lie in my bed without you and listen to this song. 
Sometimes I wish all these problems would resolve all by themselves. I would love to dance with you. right now. but there is nothing than air. only air.
but baby... i love you, wherever you are.
 

Ron Pope - A Drop in the Ocean

E▲SY

Do you think it is E▲SY without you?

I'm sitting here ... at the table. Without you.

I run the tears. They drop on the table.Without you.

I wipe them away. Stare at the table. Without you.

I get up and turn their backs on you. Your tears.

Then, to stand before the mirror ... I look at me. There's nothing but grief.

And again the tears walk down my cheek. They drop me on my Dekolté. Without you.

A dull sound is heard in my head. It is our song.

Do you remember?

I am the one you loved.

Your # 1.

Your dear. 

Your Beauty.

I was your Everything.

Do you remember?

 I'm just a drop in the Ocean.

I am a Nothing.

 

 

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We forget, perhaps, where they buried the pipe of peace. But you never forget, where is the ax.

Hello my friends, I post only now what I had to learn all the time. ._.

And right now happens again some crap... a good friend of mine is mentally ill.

I wanted to help her, but it has brought nothing... she yelled at me and I yelled at her. 

Even I was crying, she has not stopped.

Oh that was a horror! Never again!

Friendship can be so beautiful.